Good Morning World! So sorry for not updating my blog but I guess its pretty much going to be like this on and off for now until something awesome comes into my life and turn my life downside up.
Honestly, I'm not sure what's wrong with my life nowadays but its pretty much screwed these days. My life seems to be missing something or a piece of puzzle. I start to realize that my life seems to be like this:
(Weekdays) Waking up at 6.30am preparing for school, take shuttle bus to school alone, having lesson till 3pm, 4pm, 5pm and traveling home alone. Eat, do homework or project, check social media and sleep.
(Weekends)Waking up around 9am-10am preparing myself for the day. Spend hours thinking what should I do today. On my computer and check my social media, find out there is nothing much to be found then turn of my computer and force myself to sleep through the day.
(Every Morning) Whatever time I woke up (even by accident), I will check my phone for any message(s) or miss call(s) sometimes I found some, most of the time I found none. Weird but it seems like it has became a routine.
I don't know and don't understand what I have been studying for this semester. Modules are complicated and full of programming. Something that I dislike doing and studying.
Turn on my lap top and actually stare at it for an hour if possible because there is nothing much to look at. Internet is boring without any interesting thing to do. Social media such as Facebook and Twitter is like a place to know what everyone else is doing except your own. I'm paying my monthly phone bill of an average of $45 dollars hoping for it to ring and interact with friends.
What is the use of having 300 over numbers but you can't find 1 - 10 person/people to hang out with or chat when you are down or just random talks? Everyone assume I have many friends, yup its true but they do not know I don't have close friends. Not that I don't want to but just don't understand why I can't? Is there something wrong I have done? Or is it just me?
Maybe I have close friends but I did not notice them while I was so busy trying to look for the ones that are close that I actual lose sight of them. I stayed by some although I know the rest are just "Hi" and "Bye" friends. Tsk Tsk...
Hello! Good Evening guys, its day thirty-one of my OIP trip in Nanjing – China. Today I woke up at 9.10am to prepare myself for the day as there is no lesson today. Last night it was raining cats and dogs which causes the surrounding environment to be rather chilly outside.
It has already passed a month since we last arrive in Nanjing – China. We now have another 7 days left in Nanjing before we fly back to mainland Singapore. During this trip I have learnt and experience a lot of stuff. It’s really a trip where you come out of your comfort zone and start appreciating things around you instead of constantly complaining. I’m really looking forward to going back home and spending quality time with my family.
Its 3 days to my 19th Birthday! I’m really looking forward to it as well and I wonder how my day would be like. Anyway today at 12noon, Shan Chun and I went down to purchase duck meat with rice our lunch. After our filling meal, we both continue doing our report.
At 6pm, Nicson, Jun Hao, Shan Chun and I went down for dinner at one of the Chinese dessert restaurant near Gate 3. After our filling meal, we went back to our apartment to rest. Shan Chun and I then continue our report with lots of struggle. It’s 10.45pm now and I’m going to sleep now. Good Night & Take Care Readers!
Hello! Good Evening guys, its day thirty of my OIP trip in Nanjing – China. Today I woke up at 6.30am to prepare myself for TP lesson at 8am. Shan Chun and I left the apartment at 7.20am.
Anyway today during TP lesson, we completed Chapter 6: AM/FM Receivers. I have learnt to be able to compute image frequency rejection ratio, being able to know how to reject adjacent channel interference, being able to select the IF and LO frequencies, being able to describe the action of automatic gain control (AGC) as well as being able to describe the action of automatic frequency control. We even went through Tutorial 6 in class. Shan Chun and I handed in our Tutorial 6 homework before the lesson ended at 12noon.
After class ended, Shan Chun and I went opposite our school to have fried rice for our lunch. After our filling meal, we went back to our apartment to rest and continue doing our IS PowerPoint assignment. This presentation slides I will be focusing on Nanjing’s Transportation System. I spend the whole day doing the assignment and finally finished it by 6.15pm.
At 6.20pm, Shan Chun and I went down to purchase our dinner at the chicken store beside the canteen. After our filling meal, we went back to our apartment to rest. Shan Chun and I then start to begin on our report with lots of struggle. It’s 11.20pm now and I’m going to sleep now as I had a full day of mind exhaustion activity. Good Night & Take Care Readers!
Hello! Good Evening guys, its day twenty-nine of my OIP trip in Nanjing – China. Today I woke up at 6.30am to prepare myself for TP lesson at 8am. Shan Chun and I left the apartment at 7.20am.
Anyway today during TP lesson, we started on Chapter 6: AM/FM Receivers. It has taught me how to explain radio reception as the reverse of the transmission process, being able to classify receivers according to their frequency, modulation or function, being able to define typical receiver’s characteristics: Sensitivity as well as Selectivity, being able to draw the labelled block diagram of a Superhet receiver and explain its principles of operation, being able to explain in details the function of each component block in the Superhet receiver, being able to explain how tracking in the local oscillator maintains a constant IF as well as being able to explain the origin of the image channel interference.
TP lesson ended at 11.15am and everyone else disperses for their own individual activities. I went to meet my China exchange student, 唐丽娜, Tang Li Na, at our school’s water fountain. I just know her two days ago as she was the one calling me up on the mobile and was trying to explain to me what’s going on. After a day of conversation and I found out that it was the club of the international exchange student social club chairman who gave my number and maybe some others to the students who join their club. Guess I was one of the lucky one to be interacting with one of them.
唐丽娜, 19 years old, was a local year 1 student of the Nanjing University of Science and Technology whom is taking a degree in finance and business in this school. It was a coincidence where our birthday lies on the same month of October. Her birthday is on the 14th October while my birthday was on the 3rd October. Anyway I heard that the students here usually take 4 years to complete their study in this school and graduate.
Today I actually had two choices. One was to visit Nanjing Brocade museum with Mr. Tan and the other was to hang out with the exchange student. After a long time of deep thinking, I finally came to a conclusion and decided to hang out with the exchange student instead of going to the museum.
Firstly, it was an optional choice to follow him. Secondly if I was there at the museum, I would be just taking photos. Thirdly, I only have another ten days in Nanjing. The only opportunity cost was that I would not be able to see the kind of ancient traditional clothes at the museum and maybe unable to learn some history from the museum itself. Which in turned I traded for the experience to actually interact with one of the local student in Nanjing. Isn’t that what we should be doing when were took the five over hours flight from Singapore to Nanjing?
Anyway I met her with her friend for the first time at our school water fountain and we went somewhere around the school to chat. We chatted and share experience of living the environment in Nanjing compared with Singapore. It was really nice knowing her and I believe they could be my pen pal when I’m back in Singapore. It was a memorable experience interacting with them even though my Chinese spoken language wasn’t that good. What’s important is that I tried my best. The language barrel was still the only problem we all felt awkward about it.
I went for lunch at the canteen near the school at 12noon before I went back to my apartment to rest while both of them went to the library to study. They both have English Listening class at 2pm till 3.40pm. Her friend was only 18 years old and studying in university. I wonder Singapore age limit have students her age studying in university. Once back, I turned on my laptop to catch up with my social media and continue with my IS PowerPoint Project.
At 3.50pm I left the apartment and meet唐丽娜 at the water fountain at 4pm. We went to the nearby garden near our apartment and chat till about 5.40pm. After our conversation, I went to the canteen to buy 11 Yuan worth of duck meat with rice for dinner.After my filling meal, I continue doing my IS PowerPoint for the rest of the evening. Its 10.45pm and I’m going to sleep now. Tomorrow is going to be another day of lesson. Good Night and Take Care Readers!
Hello! Good Evening guys, its day twenty-eight of my OIP trip in Nanjing – China. Today I woke up at 6.30am to prepare myself for TP lesson at 8am. Shan Chun and I left the apartment at 7.20am. We were shock to hear that Kristina and Yi Zhen properties have been stolen. The total asset lost was two laptops and one iPhone 4. It was due to a night robbery at their apartment when no one notices that someone had broken into their apartment as they were all heavy sleeper. No one is sure about what had happen and I believe an investigation is being carried out as we speak.
Anyway today during TP lesson, we have completed Chapter 5: Process of Demodulation: AM & FM Demodulation. I have learnt to be able to understand the principles of FM demodulation, being able to explain the concept of FM demodulation, being able to sketch the block diagram for a PLL FM demodulator and explain its principles of operation, being able to explain the FM capture effect, being able to explain the reasons for carrying out the processes of Pre-emphasis at the FM transmitter and De-emphasis at the FM receiver as well as being able to sketch simple RC networks to function as pre-emphasis and de-emphasis networks. We even went through tutorial 5 in class before we went for our lunch break.
The lesson ended at 12noon where Shan Chun and I went opposite our school to have fried rice for our lunch. After our filling meal, we went back to our apartment to rest as it was still too early for our IS lesson at 2pm.
We left our apartment at 1.40pm for our IS lesson at 2pm. Today’s IS lesson focus on Chinese and Western Philosophy. It was very interesting and I’m glad the professor spoken in English language so that it would be easier for us to understand them as well as the topic. He was very loud and clear when he was speaking which was rather surprise that his spoken English was very good. The topic was on Ancient Tragedy and Modern Scientific Attitude. This topic was broken down into a few sub-heading as stated below.
A. On Today’s Topics Specific: Philosophy? – Metaphysic on Western and Eastern in Science. Some differences between Chinese and westerners
B. Thinking Way? Case 1: Beautiful Girl Case 2: Mine Disaster!
In General: The Difference I Chinese: Confucianism Nature of things, Munetomo, Zhengxintai, Sincerity, Self-cultivation, Cultivation and Statesmen, and the world. Good man will lead to Good world. (Woman too)
In General: The Difference II Westerners: Metaphysics. Look into the world first followed by the man. Metaphysic: After physics. Scientific Attitude. Man and the world: Intersection.
C. How could it be? Story 1: Horse ass effect The width of horse ass results and decides the size of everything in the world.
Story 2: Monkey-banana effect Taboo is a habit of heritage without knowing the reasons why.
D. Thinking Way Difference: Why? Horse Ass? Monkey-banana? Question 1: What happened long long time ago in China and Europe? Question 2: What can affect our basic thinking way and attitude toward the world in the strongest and easiest way? Answers to 1 & 2: By reading, Lean in School or Through Story drama.
E. Ancient Tragedy Ancient Greek is the origin of western culture. In ancient Greek, there is a very special period in drama: Ancient Greek Tragedy.
Ancient Greek Tragedy: Oedipus the King by Sophokles 495-406 BC The sense of Oedipus The King Oedipus is innocent. He never meant to commit any crime but his fate is very cruel. He is a brave man. He struggled with his fate all the time. He failed but continued to fight with his fate. He is a hero. The audience were taught to form an important concept: the wishes and the real world are different. Scientific attitude. Ancient Greek (not truly a) Tragedy: Ion by Euripides 480-406 BC Ion is actually not a tragedy Zeus seduced ion and left her alone after she gave birth to a son; Ion left the baby in the temple of Apollo. The baby was adopted by the priest. Several years later Ion and her husband came in the temple and found the boy. Her husband liked the boy very much and Ion doubted the boy was her husband’s illegitimate child and became very jealous. Ion decided to kill the boy by poison but failed and the priest told her the truth. She and her husband then brought the boy home and led a happy life.
Horse ass of the westerners’ attitude in thinking way Ancient Greek tragedy is only a short period and never Revival or got back again. Few people know it. Formed the Horse ass. A heritage via Monkey-banana effect.
Horse ass’s result Recent European Tragedy: Hamlet by Shakespeare.
Ancient Chinese Tragedy 1: Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai ancient Chinese folk love story (Romeo and Juliet in China)
Ancient Chinese Tragedy 2: Orphan of Zhao’s Family “What goes around comes around”. The story accomplished this traditional idea. Existing idea the first. Prove it then by story. Girl looks like a flower.
Ancient Chinese Tragedy 3: Maid Dou’s Injustice When Dou was executed, she cursed there would snow in June, and then a three year’s drought. It came true. Three years later Dou’s ghost appears when her father became a high rank official to take over his former. Her father ordered to re-investigate the case of Dou and the truth is redressed. Also “What goes around comes around”.
Comparing with Hamlet Hamlet: ghost appears in the first, and then a sad end with great struggle in the souls. Dou’s Injustice: ghost appears near the end, it results in a good end without any struggles in the souls. To be or not to be: that’s the question. A new conclusion abstracted from a story; “What goes around comes around”. An known general moral belief. Story explains the belief.
F. Thinking Way Difference: Conclusion and Discussion. Thinking Way in Tragedies I Ancient Greek tragedy cultivated the culture ancestors of the Europeans to be of scientific attitude to respect the real world and hidden rules in nature and fate. Ancient Chinese tragedy taught the ancestors of our Chinese to believe the fate is eventually controlled by justice and morality of man. Butterflies are also a beautiful human-life for good moral persons.
Thinking Way in Tragedies II Horse ass effect Monkey-banana effect Still affect the way of thinking and behaving in today’s society To study science and apply the science to problem solving in our social life and business needs to have a scientific attitude.IS lesson ended at 4.30pm and we went back to our apartment to rest. Shan Chun and I turned on our laptops and continue with our OIE IS Presentation PowerPoint where we left on from yesterday before catching up with our social media. The PowerPoint wasn’t easy to complete as there was lots of details to be added especially with critical thinking and analyzing to be done.
At 6pm in the evening, Shan Chun, Jun Hao, Raymond, Joseph and I went down for dinner at one of the Chinese dessert restaurant near Gate 3. After our filling meal, we went back to our apartment to rest. Shan Chun and I then continue our work with lots of struggle. It’s 10.20pm now and I’m going to sleep now as I had a full day of mind exhaustion activity. Good Night & Take Care Readers!
Hello! Good Evening guys, its day twenty-seven of my OIP trip in Nanjing – China. Today I woke up at 6.30am to prepare myself for TP lesson at 8am. Shan Chun and I left the apartment at 7.20am.
Today TP lesson was on Chapter 5: Process of Demodulation: AM & FM Demodulation. It taught me how to draw the basic setup of a phase-lock-loop circuit, being able to explain the basic operation of the PLL, being able to explain the parameters: free running frequency, capture range and lock range in a PLL circuit, being able to highlight some important applications of the PLL, being able to understand the principles of amplitude modulation (AM) demodulation, being able to sketch the schematic diagram for an AM envelope detector and explain its principles of operation, being able to highlight the various distortions in an AM envelope detector and state a rule of thumb to minimize diagonal clipping and excessive RF ripples distortions, being able to state the requirements for the reinserted carrier in coherent detection for an AM signal, being able to sketch the block diagram for an AM coherent detector and explain its principles of operation, being able to explain how the coherent detector operates in detecting an SSBSC signal as well as to make comparisons amongst the various types of AM detectors.
The lesson ended at 12noon and I went for lunch with Raymond, Shan Chun and Nicson at one of the Chinese restaurant near Gate 3. We had a filling meal and all credits must go to Raymond as he treats us this wonderful meal. THANK YOU RAYMOND SO MUCH FOR SUCH AS AWESOME MEAL!
After our filling meal, we went back to our apartment to rest and I turned on my computer to start working on the upcoming presentation and report work to be submitted two weeks later. I spend half a day working on it and I took some time off my work to catch up with my social media. Shan Chun and I even did Quiz 3 and Tutorial 5 as base on schedule tomorrow will be the submission.
Last night was nice having to webcam my family around 10.30pm before I went to sleep. I really miss my family lots. They are very fun people and I love them very much. Just two weeks more and I will be home with them.
At 8.20pm, Jun Hao, Shan Chun and I went down for dinner at one of the Chinese dessert restaurant near Gate 3. After our filling meal, we went back to our apartment to continue with our IS PowerPoint. Its 10.45pm now and I’m going to sleep now as tomorrow will be a long day in class as TP lesson will starts at 8am tomorrow and our last IS lesson on Chinese and Western Philosophy will start at 2pm. Good Night & Take Care Readers!
Food: Chicken Rice, Mee Goreng, Mee Rebus, Mee Soto, Ice Cream & My Mum's Dishes hahas^~^
Any Food that are Nice?
Song: Simple And Clean And Passion By Utada Hikaru(Kingdom Hearts I/II), Classical Music & Any Musics that are Nice?
Movie: Harry Potter, Death Note I/II, MARVEL & Any movies that are nice?
Books: No Perference? or Any books that are nice?
Colours: Black, White & Sky Blue
HOT Colours: Yellow
Hobbies: Going out with friends, Bowling, Play Pool, Cycling, Ice Skating, Roller Blading or Almost Everything?
Important: Love My Family❤ Love Myself❤ & Not Forgeting... lots ❤❤❤
Etc...
His Wishes!!!
1) Have More Friends!
2) Find My Own Happiness!
3) To be with Someone Special! Means have a Long Lasting GirlFriend! >.<
4) To be with Her Forever if Possible!
5) Somethings Money cannot buy! "To Be LOVED"
6) Everyone will always be Happy!^^
7) As long as everyone live in Peace and Harmony! No war! XD
8) Everyone to feel Love and never Alone!
9) More Cash! =P
10) Bring My Family Members all out for a Nice Meal!^^
11) I wish to Buy more time at Times
Mobile Phones!!!
1) Nokia 3610 (Used,Owned)
2) Nokia 7250i (New,Used,Sold)
3) Nokia 6230 (New,Used,Sold)
4) Nokia 6230i (Used,Owned)
5) Nokia 6233 (New,Used,Sold)
6) Sony Ericsson K750i (Used,Sold)
7) Sony Ericsson W810i (Used,Sold)
8) Nokia N95 (New,Used,Sold)
9) Sony Ericsson C905 (Used,Sold)
10) Nokia N85 (Used,Sold)
11) Sony Ericsson W995 (New,Used,Owned)
12) Apple iPhone 3G 16G (Used,Sold)
13) Nokia X6 32G (New,Sold)
14) Nokia 1616 (New,Used,Owned)
15) Nokia 5070 (New,Used,Owned)
16) Apple iPhone 4G 16G (New,Used,Owned)
His Dream Girl!!!
1) She Just Need To Be Herself!
2) Overall Just Simple will do, I can adapt to You! (No one is Perfect!)
3) Hope to have a long-term Relationship with her! (Everyone wishs for it too)
His Feelings!!!
1) Felt Like I Loss Many Friends
2) Don't Wish To Loss My Good and My Best Friend
3) Pain In My Heart
4) The Whole World Felt like It's Coming To A End
5) Don't Wish To Become A LONER!
6) STRESS in studies and CCA!
7) I want to like you, I want to Love you, But will you ever give me a Chance? Even if its 1% I will still wait for you! ❤
8) No matter how long or what happened, Just remember I will wait for You!!! I will never give up on You.
9) I think I am too STRESS about things!
10) I might have Depression sooner or later.T^T
11) I have been spending all my years looking for the Answers I seek to my many Questions, But I still could not find them!
12) Thought of Sucide but it makes me a loser if I did, cause I will hurt all my loved ones the most. Which I did not want to hurt them. Therefore I live on for that Reason.
13) People says that I am firlty but it was not my choice of decision. They parted from me not me who parted them. Afraid to love again.Please don't Cheat my feeling.
His Promises!!!
1) I PROMISE TO WAIT FOR YOU!
2) I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!
3) I PROMISE TO SACRIFICE EVERYTHING FOR YOU!
4) I PROMISE TO BE DEVOTED ONLY TO YOU!
5) I PROMISE TO STAY BY YOUR SIDE ALWAYS!
6) I PROMISE TO LET EVERYONE FEEL LOVED!
7) I PROMISE TO LAST WITH YOU FOR AS LONG AS IT CAN EVER LAST
8) I PROMISE TO TREASURE EVERYONE I LOVED AND EVERYTHING THAT IS WITH ME, NOT A SINGLE SOLE LEFT OUT!
9) I PROMISE TO GRANT YOUR FAIRLAND TALE!(YOUR DREAMS WILL COME TRUE)
10) I PROMISE TO PROTECT EVERYONE I LOVED!
11) I PROMISE TO GIVE MY WHOLE WORLD TO YOU!
12) I PROMISE TO WORK HARD!
13) I PROMISE TO STUDY HARD!
14) I PROMISE TO EXCEL IN ACADEMIC AND CCA!
15) I PROMISE TO BE EVERYONE FRIEND!
16) I PROMISE TO GUIDE EVERYONE THRU THEIR DARKEST TIMES!
17) I PROMISE TO LEAD EVERYONE TO THE BRIHGTEST SIDE OF LIFE!
18) I PROMISE TO QUIT GAMBLING!
19) I PROMISE TO NOT INFLICT PAIN BUT INFLICT LOVES!
20) I PROMISE TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST POTENTIAL!
21) I PROMISE TO MEET YOU ONLY WHEN YOU ARE FREE WITHOUT AFFECTING YOUR STUDIES!
22) I PROMISE NOT TO LET YOU GO REGARDLESS OF ANYTHING!
23) I PROMISE NOT TO CRY AGAIN! (NOT EASY BUT I WILL TRY...)
24) I PROMISE NOT TO BREAK ANY OF MY PROMISES I MADE!
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DON'T MAKE A PROMISE, IF YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T PROMISE TO DO SO. BECAUSE THAT'S LYING, NOT PROMISING!!
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His Occupations!!!
1) Tampines CPF Building KFC (Part-Time Cashier)
10th Oct 2006 To 11th Feb 2007
2) Tampines Mall Isetan (Tempo Full Time Gift Wrapper & Part-Time Sales Assistant)
1st Dec 2007 To 31th Dec 2007
3) Kelly Company, SINGTEL (Part-Time Fliers)
26th Jan 2008 To 29th Feb 2008
4) Tampines Mall Swensens (Part-Time Waiter)
19th May 2008 To 20th May 2009
5) Tampines One [F.I.S.H] by Fish & Co (Part-Time Waiter)
24th Nov 2009 To 11th Sep 2010
6) Starhub (Part-Time Admin)
11th Dec 2009 To 15th Dec 2009
7) Trend 360/ Runner's World Pte Ltd (Tempo Assistant)
20th Jan 2010 To 2nd Feb 2010
8) GimSports Ptd Ltd (Part-Time Admin/Coach)
26th Jun 2010 To 26th July 2010
9) iModels Holdings Pte Ltd (Freelance Model)
29th Jun 2010 To August 2010
10) The Queen & Mangosteen Gourmet British Pub (Part-Time Waiter)
